Ray I miss you so much more than what I can say. I don't understand any of this. Auntie Darrla loves you. I love my memories of you. I just wish we were building more memories. Sometimes the empty that your Mom, Deanna, and myself feel is so so so painful. please visit us as much as you can. I know you still protect us but Damn it It's hard to believe sometimes when we don't get to see you or hear you or feel your touch. I MISS YOU